Looking for Palestine” by Najla Said.

Looking for Palestine” by Najla Said. 
Reviewed by Barbara Nimri Aziz

If you’ve seen Najla Said perform on stage or spoken to her, reading this

memoir, you’ll feel the same person. “Looking for Palestine” is a

conversational memoir—fresh, youthful, and zesty. Najla’s story and that

of her parents, with her famous father ever present, begins with her birth

and ends with his death when she’s college age. It’s well written, in a

breezy style echoing her theatrical and comedy performances. Still her

light style is underpinned by serious issues—personal psychological ones,

ambiguous relations with the Jewish people who seem to be everywhere, and

the painful inevitability of ‘being Arab’
 whatever that means.

Said’s is a very New York story—upper class Manhattan American with

teenage identity problems — an ‘other’, looking different while still

being conventional except that the family excursions to Beirut are

interrupted by wars.

As a teenager Said becomes only slowly informed about Palestine. She

admits her interests are primarily school, books, friends and music. She

also acknowledges enjoying an upper class life, surrounded by classmates

who while Jewish are more like her than unlike. Indeed she seems to become

aware of her father’s exalted reputation and his mission through these

classmates.

All this Najla Said admits to in this candid, fluid review of her young

and unromantic although quasi exotic life. Very unpretentious. The

revelations have a child’s honest quality, with neither philosophical nor

poetic depth. Just as with her on-stage performances, one feels she is in

fact on stage in this book. But this makes her disclosures no less genuine

and informing.

We are treated to a steady output of memoirs and semi-autobiographical

novels from a new generation of Arab writers, mainly women, mainly

American, telling their story of becoming Arab— from the Iranian hostage

affair, through Sabra-Shatila massacres, the intifadahs, the first Gulf

war on Iraq, and of course the 911 attacks in 2001. Each crisis gradually,

and only gradually, adds to Najla’s maturity—a track many of us took. She

emerges as savvy American artist with a political message.

We are uncertain if Najla’s evolution is special because of a father

rooted in the Palestinian cause, or if this is common to Arab American

youth. Although he’s woven into her story, I suspect Edward Said’s mission

as a nationalist leader was secondary to his daughter. Possibly his

contributions in political thought and literary criticism are more central

to Najla’s own maturity and mission.

This is a valuable story of a young woman–definitely Arab– growing

through many traumas associated with our ‘being’. Although an all too

frequent experience, this journey has not been told this way before. So,

Najla’s memoir add to the ongoing history of our people in America. With

this book she can reach many in her generation.

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